Good morning, y'all. Hope your weekend was great. Mine was. I crewed a sailboat for the first time, and it was during a race no less. My friend, Dre, put me in charge of the main sheet. I was scared I'd screw Dre's ranking in the race series. (He was in first or second place before the current race started, I think.) But oddly, as soon as I got settled everything just felt right. Dre's mentor--we'll call him Mr. B--only had to tell me a few things. Once I saw how the sail was supposed to look in the wind, I had it. (I'm a visual learner.) I'm proud that Mr. B didn't have to yell at me very much. Mostly, I just kept the tension in the sail on the edge of too tight. I knew if it flapped in the wind it was too loose. If it was too tight, it wouldn't gather enough wind. Once I got that down, Mr. B told me to watch the gunnel. I needed to keep it just above the water while balancing myself in the high part of the boat. I was sitting in a high seat. So, the angle of the rope was such that I was pulling up all the time. Pretty quick, I learned that hitting the line with my foot was the fastest way to release it from the cleat. So, I spent a lot of time standing on one foot or the other while dealing with the line. Tacking was interesting. I had to tighten, release, and tighten the sheet while moving across the tilting boat. It was like I was having this conversation with the skipper at the tiller, the wind, and the water. So. Cool.
Now, we come to the reason why I'm telling this story: I was the only woman. Given my interests, that happens a lot. Mr. B, naturally, launched off into misogynist jokes and "PC" comments as soon as we were on the water. Then he spent a great deal of time interacting with the guys. I decided that I'd just focus my job, listen, observe, learn as much as I could, and do my best to prevent Dre from losing his ranking. By the time the race started, a sort of pecking order had been sorted out among the guys. I was invisible. Mr. B had classified me as a mouse. I had a hunch if Mr. B actually knew his shit, he'd catch on. During the race, he didn't yell at me all that much. He spent a lot more time hollering at the guys. (Mind you, their jobs involved a lot more scrambling on the deck and seemed more complicated.) We finished in second place, I'm happy to say. We got the boat moored, and I mentioned that I must've done okay since I didn't get screamed at that much. My other friend, Fred, said to me: "Didn't you hear, Mr. B? He said the mainsail was down tighter than he'd ever seen." Basically, he didn't see that in beginners. That made me very happy. We got to the yacht club, and Mr. B introduced me as to others and state as much. It felt great to be right about him knowing what he was doing.
The thing that sucks is having to sit through all the manly posturing in the first place. Why is that even necessary? I suspect it's because males are always jockeying for a power position whether they warrant it or not. Men don't understand that women don't do this, not at the start. We cooperate first, then we get into the politics/power plays once things are working. At least, that's been my experience. It was interesting seeing things from a different perspective. Years ago, I'd have been too busy taking the insults personally. This time, I didn't let any of it touch me. I knew it couldn't unless I let it due to the situation. (I wasn't in danger.) That said, women have to judge for themselves when it's time to speak out and when it's not. (I did kick Fred when he started to join in because I knew it was appropriate to do so, and I knew that if I let that go the others would do the same.)There's no simple answer when it comes to harassment.
Now, today's video. X23. I am a fan. :)
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